Despite what D says to me, everytime he kisses me or wants to give me a cuddle, it is for a totally different reason than just for...well the obvious!  He doesn't just want to kiss me or cuddle me.  Cause when I let him, he plunges his hand down my top or slides his fingers between my jeans and my pants.... and of course I wriggle out to get away from his grip and ask him to stop and he innocently goes 'whaaaat... what have I done!'
Last night again he had a little plan in his head that he forgot to mention to me.  Since it is half term, the kids spent the night at mother in law which was great.  Honestly I came home from work yesterday and was shaterred... but the fact that the house was silent and calm was so refreshing!!!  D and I planned to go to the newly refurbished pub my friend Helen owns down the road cause the food there is delish...organic stuff and the pub is non smoking which is great!  Before we left I had a glass of wine (quite full).  We walked to the pub and I ordered a large glass of white wine again.  We chatted and after the first glass i could feel my head becoming a little fizzy.  Having not eaten anything since lunch (and I only had a soup) I thought I needed to eat to make it better.  So we ate and I had another large glass during the meal.  By the end of it I was pretty pissed  and we left the pub at about 8.45pm.  See twas a quick one!
We got home and I felt really dizzy... I had to go out in the garden for some fresh air.  I sat down on the sofa and D wanted a cuddle.... I could see him coming with his big shoes!  So i told him to leave me alone, I wasn't feeling too good and he had a go at me!!!!  Just because he could see that his big master plan to get me into bed was not gonna work he went mental.  I was not in the mood so I went upstairs and felt alseep like a big log.
Only I woke up again at 2am and could not go back to sleep.  I watched Paramount Comedy in the middle of the night....thank god for stand up comedians.  They made my night go a little bit faster.

I must have fallen asleep for about an hour and I woke up with a huge headache...NOOOOooo not a hangover though, but a big tension headache I have had for the past 3 weeks.  As well as that I have a bad sciatica from the middle of my back down to my knee.  So I am not at work today!

Anyway...all this to say that when a man just wants a kiss or just a cuddle, dont be gullable ladies, he wants to get into your pants.  And unless you are like that girl I am reading the book about (Girl with a one track mind) who is a nymphomaniac, you will fight for your life to get out of your man's claws cause sex is like hunger.  When you're not hungry, you dont eat!

Mey
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