Today I was at a meeting all morning for this new system the NHS is installing nationwide. It will take years for the whole thing to be into place but hopefully it will work better than what we have now… and what we have now is prehistorical! So it can’t be worse!
Anyway… I had a good giggle with my work colleague Carol during the meeting as we were joking about this and that. And we got a few hard angry looks from others who were seriously listening to what was going on… Asss lickers lol I felt like I was back at school at the back of the class joking and basically not listening to the teacher! It felt good!
Between the giggling, I was doodling! I am one of those people who doodle all the time when I am on the phone or vaguely listening to someone making a presentation about a boring subject. I’m the doodle lady when it comes to pen and pad during a meeting.
As I was doodling I wondered at one point why I kept doing the same doodle. This kinda star/flower shape which is so easy and so addictive to do. I took a picture of my doddles so you can admire my work!

After the meeting I googled to see what my doodles meant. So I google doodle…. Hahaha!

And this is what I found out about myself which is amazingly TRUE!!!
Since I cannot make up my mind whether I am doodling a flower or a star I looked at the two meanings.
Flower doodling means I am in touch with my feminine side. True. I love being a woman and if I was a man I would be pissed off to say the least. Sorry guys but having a thingy hanging between my legs is really not my idea of beauty. Having breasts (even though mine are small!!) and curves is more like it for me! I like make up and doing my nails. I am a lady (As would Little Britain say but I do not wear a moustache….How very dare you assume I have a moustache!).
Anyway the doodling signification reads: Some Flowers, with a starlike structure represents the sun/son. Whatever that means! Sun means Happy…doesn’t it? So I guess I am happy which is true in some ways. Son means my kids which I love to death.
Now if you read the doodling of stars and the ones that come closer to the description of my doodles, it reads: A pattern of intersecting vertical lines (mine are rounder but still…they are lines) - bars indicate a sense of imprisonment, feeling trapped or powerless (wrong… I have the power lol). So I feel trapped…TRUE and you all know it. But then again, my doodle is softer than vertical lines so is my prison a little bit comfortable?! It sure is and until I sleep well at night in that prison I will stay. When the thorns will come on my doodle, I will take the hint and do something about it!
I also doodled little circles which represent again a sun disk which consist of the eternal whole. Basically I am quite content with myself. I like myself. And why shouldn’t I. If I wait for anyone to like me, I’ll be waiting a long time. Hum… no… that’s a lie. I have a lot of people who like me…and even love me. But some don’t. Well you can’t be liked everywhere. Those who don’t like me don’t really affect me. If you don’t like me, you are basically insignificant in my life. … Do I look bothered!!! If I like you and you don’t like me then I will be upset…but only for a short while. I doodle lots of circles and it means I am happy with my own self. So I get over the ones who don’t like me pretty quickly.

Now I also doodled random shapes and lines. And you will notice that they are less than light weight. I have doodled thick heavy lines…. Which means: strength and energy. I know I am strong…. I am not hesitant in whatever I want to do…or say. If I wanna say something, I say it. Whether you like it or not, it’s not really my problem!
They say that when you doodle flowers, you are in touch with nature… I am not sure about that but I’ll accept it. I love the big space and would rather live in a chalet in a snowy mountain somewhere rather than in town…but then again, I like towns cause towns have got pubs hehehe! I love socialising but I also love to have my peace and my space…in a middle of a blooming field.. why not!
I doodled the dragonfly cause I love dragonfly. Didn’t find a meaning for it! I like it though. Might have it tattooed on my wrist!
Now I also read that if you doodle a pink Triangle it represents Gay Pride. So if you are gay that is fine. But if you’re not, I would ask myself a few questions!

That’s it for today!

Mey
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